that's where people are wrong that's why they don't understand uh the attitude of gratitude and a positive a positive mindset all the time it doesn't have to take a crescendo moment of somebody else doing something to you it's when you take ownership of your own life and start working on yourself and loving yourself and changing your own perspective that's when true change i believe happens now some of us and and we've all been there where there's been some sort of galvanizing moment for us or some awakening some moment of uh um what's the worst enlightenment enlightenment epiphany like there's all been those moments but for me the true growth has happened when i said nothing that happens to me has to affect my reactions my reactions are my own things that happen to me don't have to influence my life in a negative way and when that perspective changed i realized i was in control complete control of my own attitude perspective routine enjoyment joy happiness love all those different things and this been like that's been the biggest weight off my shoulders not any draft pick that happened or any end of the tunnel uh epiphanies it's just been uh really working on myself and and changing my perspective and i and i think it's really helped me out this year not just on the field but with my leadership and my approach and my perspective